So far

Here, I'd like to write about the person I've become. And places in the world and inside my mind where I've been. I will celebrate the things that have made me happy. I will, hopefully without regret, glimpse at the matters which bled my heart. I will immortalize those that have made me proud. I will dream about the things I'd like to do and ponder on what may lie ahead.

Where I am right now is so far from the child I was and so far from what I still hope to be. But I'll surely get there.

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